C'est La Vie

life's suck, again

2010-07-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

not my day...

lots of disappointments till my blood vessel is exploding...

~ stupid student service, how the hell you all working without communication???
~ while i hate to "wait" for things... i still have to wait...fark me!
~ why in a stupid country, phone line is down when raining?

a miserable life...

to a friend

2010-07-12T00:16:00.004+08:00

dear friend,

i thought i was one of your best friends who can be trusted and share your sadness and happiness.
perhaps, in fact it's wrong...
when you said
"me n u, not really 相处 b4...
jz a chatting in msn de..."

that's hurt me most,friend...

we went for a trip together...
we yam cha together...
we had fun together...

but now, i am indeed a friend of yours, but an "online friend"

i feel like i'm nothing in your life...

seesaw = life

2010-07-11T15:32:00.005+08:00

"life" is like a seesaw
ups and downs..
without going down for once or more, we can't reach the highest "up"
pushing to the max when you are "down" to reach the max "up"

just as in life, things happen good and bad..it could not be always "good"
not to giving up when the worst come,
but to push yourself to the max!!

Tomorrow will be a better Day!

2010-07-11T15:23:00.003+08:00

是否我消失了你才能知道我的存在?
是否我落泪了你才能看到我的伤痕?
是否我放弃了你才能看到我的付出?
是否我沉默了你才能听到我的心声?

为什么要忘记一个人比喜欢一个人还要难?
为什么美好的东西总是短暂的? 故事的结局还是说了再见.

让苦涩的泪水顺着脸悄悄流下，躲在夜里独自靠着墙壁,
心里的痛又有谁能知道呢?
能做到的只是表面的笑容能让别人看的见。

如果有一天你能到我的心里去，你一定会流泪，因为那里面全是你给我的伤悲
如果有一天我能到你的心里去，我也会流泪，因为那里面全是你的无所谓.

<99>

heat is killing "me"

2010-05-09T01:31:00.002+08:00

HOT HOT HOT!!!!

why the hell today damn hot...haiz...
2012 is on the way huh?

the heat is killing me, no mood to work!

and
someone can get MC 3 days just because vomit oh....
and the result is when she...(assistant manager)
headache = MC 1 day
sore throat = MC 2 days
vomit = MC 3 days

and "me"
never take MC before also never get "the best employee of the year", forget about it man!
last month cut my finger with 3 stitches ...i thought finally i can take so called "MC", the first time in my life...
thanks to my dear assistant manager (a.m), MC(duno wt reason)
as a result, i got back to work , with one hand!!!

so who do you think is important?
"me" or "a.m"?

can't no "me" at work, but "a.m"
you see that?
but i'm still getting the lower pay than a.m lah...

nb. this post is the result of my brain highly heated by the weather, sob!!!

happie b'day!!

2010-05-04T10:49:00.008+08:00

i know it's late. coz couldn't find time...

it's May 2, again =)

Happy Birthday to me,
24 this year...

the wishes in facebook just made my day!!
thanks guys, i really appreciate it and i really miss you all..wanted to go back but can't take leave =(

i got myself a Victorinox watch, bought from eBay...all the way from Switzerland .. ^^

and knives from my chef and managers

and just a mini celebration after work.

and
10 years from now...i must make my dream come true...
important things in my life
1st ~ my dream
2nd ~ my dream
3rd ~ my dream....
yeah...it's all about my dream...it's not gonna be so easy though...

2010-04-27T12:35:00.003+08:00

sometime,
somehow,
it's not easy to accept "reality"

i'm just wishing it's a dream, dream!
i shouldn't have neglected when you are hurt.
i thought you are strong enough to get over it and i never realize how deep is yr wound,
and i'd never imagined someone like that could come out in your life
it's too late now...

all of a sudden, you told me...
but i'm not ready yet, i couldn't take it, in fact i don't want it happen to you...
how do i believe this is a reality???
i just want you to think carefully if that is really what you want?
then go ahead.
and i will learn to accept it...
the fact is that we are the best buddy =)

gambathe!!

一个微笑。。。代表什么？

2010-04-23T14:49:00.008+08:00

一个人的微笑，并不代表他会快乐。

昨晚, 想睡都睡不着
我一直不爽, 不甘心。
一大早起来，一直到现在那些画面还在我脑海里。

人。。。有时会很笨
为了一个陌生人，而能让自己伤心？

不知道为什么，我一直都不服。
你可以说我很小气,很自私。。。也许我真的是
但。。。
原本应该属于我的那一刻，却被一个陌生人带走
原本会是一个美好的回忆，却留下一个黑点在我的记忆里。
你说我能开心吗? 我会甘心吗？

身为一个最要好的朋友
我不想看到，也不愿意你会变成那样。
也许是我不对。。。

p.s.

我真的很不开心 :(

in search of so called "happiness"

2010-04-22T20:05:00.003+08:00

sometimes life is toooooo miserable ( by xim)..

yeah!! it not sometime wei...it's so miserable day for me, today.

things don't come as i expected, in fact , as it SHOULD be. It's all because that "bastard" stole things that should belong to me!...XXX
say me "selfish", may be. But who cares if you do selfish too, huh? Hate those who mess up work with own emotions!

the day was filled with "pretends", pretended smile and pretended happiness.

my efforts, my energy.... kinda wasted!

May be, sometime, we have to pretend to make life easier???

L.O.S.T

2010-04-18T01:51:00.003+08:00

I am always excited about my future.
The question I always ask myself " What is next?"
So, what's next?
It is really important what will happen tomorrow?
Why can't I just like most people, happy go lucky, needless of worries, work, eat and sleep, zzz...
I am confused and lost in my way...

When you know you just left one bridge to cross over, and your goal is on the other side, will you cross that bridge?
By any chance, that bridge could be broken and you could fall into the cliff.
take the risk to reach your goal or stop there and wait for your goal cross over to you?

sigh...

2010-04-01T01:01:00.003+08:00

huumm..
Mom always...
worries about my life,
don't like my job,and this and that.....

come on, I am in my 20s. Why should you worry? I got my future plan, my dream. It's not that I don't want to stay at home, I just simply don't like the country.
Blame who?...the stupid country loh...
I know you wanted me to be an engineer, electrician , IT profession.....and whatsoever ...but why do you think "hospitality" is such a low profile job? And blaming Dad cos he sent me to hotel school. No,Mom, I won't be doing things that I don't like to do. You all wanted me to go to local university, but i never did. See, the road I have chosen is my "dream". Please, give me a few years, then I will prove it to you!
Why I never become an engineer? electrician? IT profession? it's all because I was born in that asshole country, and I never wanted to get their degree too.It's useless!!!

**sigh**sigh**sigh**

the "me"

2010-03-28T15:33:00.007+08:00

my friend told me the other day...
"you always think you are right"
"you don't take friends' advices"
"you are not grow up yet"..
...
...

I listen...no quarrel...
because human are not molded. May be that's how you see from your side..
That's my personality, no one can change and that's the way I am...
I can't change yours too...isn't it?
What lack between us is "understanding".. =P
not only in "friendship" needs it...and also in your "relationship" ..hehe
I hope you don't blame me for this post..hehe
Just don't have new post..so I write about this..hahaha

Again...
I can only say sorry for couldn't attend your birthday..you told me to put myself in your shoes, so do you..you need to understand my situation too..
My life..i can tell you ..it's suck!! all the way I hate my country..I tried to go out from that shit. Do you think I never miss my parents and never wanted to go home..and I don't wanted to back KL to gather with friends?
May be your life is just so wonderful and you wonder everyone's life does?
What I am doing right now, work and study, is just to get away from that hell country.. I got NO choice, that's the road I have taken.
I ever regretted that why I didn't not work in KL and so can see you guys anytime?
I ever think why I am working for other while I can just shake my leg and run my father's restaurant?
and so many of WHY...?
It is so easy to say "i want to go back KL cuz i miss my friends"..yea?
The reality is I'm working and it's not as easy to take leave as you think.
7 days a week, I work 6 days, 1 OFF day and that's when I take part time class..
So where are the ,9,10,11,12th days for me to go on holiday??

Hope you can understand all these.. =D

back to Blogosphere

2009-09-12T15:53:00.015+08:00

finally...i am back to blogosphere!!

working+study keeps me totally away from posting ups...(and + lazy...hehehe)

don't know where should i start???

Part 1,humm..started my part-time course last July.. 11 modules to complete this BA in Business( Hospitality) from University of Wales, UK. The first sem was suck...i took only one module,International Business ...i did not even know what was the lecturer talking about on the first day...as i know nothing about business...lol

i even experienced a whole day at Mcd for almost 10 hours...was doing last min group assignment, finished half an hour before the presentation. if your think that was the worst thing, I'd say "NO". I even did ask for extension for my presentation in previous module..
I was thinking if i'm Jorge? I totally got no motivation to do assignments, study for exam, and the bad part is Facebook. I don't know why I have to check my facebook everyday?? But I should thank FB coz it keeps me in touch with my friends..

WARNING : if you have heart attack, please DO NOT read part 2, coz it gonna make your laugh your ass off!!! haahaha

Part 2, after 3 years since i left, the first time I went back to my "home sweet home" last Sept,......

2 hours flight back to Yangon, flied over Malaysia...

again about 14 hours of bus back to my kampung...on top of the mountain, a place like Cameron highland.
I was just mushrooming at home and visiting relatives, had my favorite mom's cooking. You won't believe that I only have one, i repeat "ONE" friend back in my hometown. He now is a Dentist.

not much photo taking on the way..coz i scare later police caught me taking pic in the city and oy me in jail..funny huh??hahaha...trust me..you can't simply take pic in big city, i mean on the street....remember the Japanese journalist was killed when taking photo during the monks protest..?watch this and you will know..hahaha!

the first thing come to my mind, BLACKOUT...yeah...it's a 24/7 blackout country...at any point of time..they can just cut off the supply. Know why? coz they say power not enough for the whole country. So, they supply by schedules. Power supply not enough because the GOV is selling electricity to countries like Thailand, China and Singapore, to money in their own pockets. But I was lucky for the first few days with 24 hr supply of electricity. Coz some VIPs r in town, lol...when they go back..dan dan dan dan....3 years old kid also can tell you it will be black out ON TIME. And it does! watch the below video, taken on a road at night when I was out with my friend.

Wonder why I am only talking bads about the country?Oh ya, I totally have nothing to be proud of being that country Nationality. Coz in the Law say, there are only 7 races. Muslim, Indian and Chinese are NOT not consider its Races. Thanks to your Law...i can only say I was unlucky to be born there.Alright?..
think it's enough for these bullshit things.... XD

let me stop here!

nothing left

2009-08-11T02:24:00.013+08:00

humm...this week..

let me talk abt last Friday first..

woke up by the annoying alarm i set up...9am

eyes couldn't open,yet i on my laptop coz need to check email..

awaiting email reply for my project...*damn...no company want to help me wit my project

alright..there's another thing...

Facebook..

humm.may be forget about that..better not to mention..

i just got a weird feeling after Facebooking...tat's all..

it's nothing, though

that thing kept hanging in my head all day long till d night i chat with Ivy...felt better then..

i don't bother it anymore..

arghh...my assignments due date soon...not even start yet..haiz...what am i dining??

my watch broken

cut my finger :|

last but not least

my heart broken...

ah..no...sorry

forget that i am heartless now!

coz i sold it on ebay...wakaka..no more no more..."86" sold out..

arrgh...why am i talking these non sense ?

well..i am actually sad that couldn't join my buddy, Phey Nyen's birthday.. T_T

miss you guys...

anyway, I'm gonna finish this ice cream

for the purpose of healing heart which i owed myself for couple of weeks ago.

Yeah!!!happy now

BTW

i damn like this Fine Frenzy's "Ashes and Wine"

以前的我

爱过了

错过了

伤过了

累过了

哭过了

痛过了

现在的我。。。

爱够了

错够了

伤够了

累够了

哭够了

痛够了

失去的不能重来

算了啦

已注定的命运，无法改变

我明白，我了解，我相信

"Love" = "Cruel"

I am done..

get out from my life

Goodbye

Horrayyyyy....i'm happy NOW

bye for now!

gonna rush for my assignments!

a love - phobia

2009-08-02T15:06:00.003+08:00

A fragile heart has broken into pieces

it is another "end"

how many times can a person makes the same mistake?

people learn from mistake, yet I had learn to make the same mistake again resulting the same

I shoudn't have to be experienced such pains

my useless endeavour

my luckless romance

my hopeless dreams

my foolish thoughts

Memories has aready sealed off

No reasons to fight for

No heartache

No believes

No darings

No fates

My heart has already sealed off!

It's hard to move on yet I will get back to who I used to be

I will tear off the memories away

till there is nothing left

but

sweetness sadness

~LovePhobia~

A Pretend Life

2009-07-20T01:28:00.004+08:00

"pretending"

what everyone familiar with

sometime

we "pretend" even we don't want to

when we don't have a choice

we pretend we know

we pretend we forget

but we don't

and

we pretend we are happy

we pretend we are sad

but we ain't

so do I

I pretend I don't like you

I don't miss you

and

I do pretend I don't love you

coz

I value our friendship more than anything

I know I should stop those daydreams

and

I need "time"

2009-07-03T12:22:00.008+08:00

I have been busy last two weeks and cound't find time for blog...sorry

what was i doing? looking for new room to move in,

And..part time class started last week..feels something is missing..because I miss DH24 a lot..espcially G4...T.T

I miss F&B practical class,flambe, fun lunch together, those hard time before final exam, rushed for assignments at last min, ...and all those fun times

I wish I could get back and study Diploma again with you guys...

Fed up at work..long hours, hot kitchen that the temperature never goes below 30 degree C

+ with a mask covers my nose and mouth that made me hard breathing..Boss..u killing us? ^^

this never goes below 30 C

it's juz my job..i don't kill d cow la...only cut..hehe^^

last week off day..dine in at GK with my b'day voucher..not much..just S$50..

the charcoal grill

this is the premium wagyu beef...which melt in yr mouth...like icecream..haha..of cos not

Karubi Don

i'm DEAD

2009-06-11T01:21:00.003+08:00

Sometime

I just hate myself for cannot make a decision on my own.

WHY?

Why am I going around and asking opinions ?

My life, my future

and my dreams

Why can't I make it myself?

Useless of thinking"

making me headache and stress

but...finally

I had made the decision

take a part time degree course here and continue working

Gonna get my life busy with work & study

BTW

there is always bad and good things togather

last week was a disaster

bloody hell tired

*no OFF day*

one staff on leave for 1 week...enought?

and get 2 days MC after leave..WTF

you just diarrhea..need to take 2 days??

Even when I felt f*cking dizzy, breathing difficulties, I've never dream of taking MC

still on the 3rd day...why can't you just do morning shift although it's palnned afternoon

thanks to the one planned the schedule

you have done a great job

2 stations, one staff

couldn't finish my jobs, no break from

11 am till 12 midnight..

13 hours of work

Do you think i am a...

Superman?

Spiderman?

Iron man?

I am juz a HUMAN like you...

f*ck ME!!!!

2009-06-09T22:23:00.005+08:00

Finally I just received the reply from the Aussi school I applied...

you should be surprised for how many subjects I've got exempted?..just only 4..with my Dip from Taylor's..just only 4????and I have to spend 1yr 9 months to complete the rest to get a degree.

I don't want give so much time for studies as I also want some experience.

I am getting headache

Degree

Experience

can tell me what's more important?

May be I am just thinking too much, can't make a decision.

I REALLY DON'T KNOW

ARGGHHHH!!!

Just for de-stress...I went for an awesome movie

Terminator Salvation

and I am thinking that sometime could I just be a robot?..needless to think,goes as programmed.

anyway..I got something meaningful from it

"Everybody Deserves a Second Chance"

Do you think I deserve a "second chance" for the new crush ?

just some updates

2009-06-08T00:51:00.004+08:00

sometime when I am pissed,i just wanna shout like

"Shut up! Bitch, F**K u"

"you think you are doing better than me? then go ahead, why you need my help?

I was just helping you, once went wrong, put all on me?"

"WTF"

***alright...that's just a mood at work

throw them all away with just a hot shower***

"a desperate waiting"

I am just tired of waiting for a reply form the school I applied last week..How can they take a week just to do an assessment for credit transfer?

"a bad news"

not so good

i don't know what happen....when training at gym a few days ago,my brain was almost shut down, pale in face, eyes black out...could be anemia?it just happened a few times in a year..did d blood test..haven't take the result yet

also, having breathing difficulty again

*stress*

and

I MISS HER

...so much...

tell me what can I do?

just forget about it?

just go one more step?

thinking of her too much also will not make anything happen

and

I still have a dream to come true 10 years later

tired

following

*HEART*

♥♥♥

the love affair

2009-06-02T01:26:00.008+08:00

it's another off day

arghh...nxt week no OFF..have to spend my OFF to attend a boring Hygiene Class..siennnnn ahh....it's going to be 9-7pm someting...wth..so long..gonna grow fungus

ok..tat's for next week..

well..today, I think I have done a great job..was a great Cupid..helped a almost breaking up couple..

both are my friends. It's all about arguments for just a small small case..(i duno what was it )..and misunderstand each other. Tears, headache...what for?..you guys just wasted some precious time. Last night when I back home from work and online, saw my buddy in MSN..I felt there should be something wrong wit him as he usually do not online late. I got to know that they got problem and headache with if still continue their relationship. I spent a couple of hour talk to him and off to bed around 3AM...

actually I do not know how to comfort them as I never been in a relationship...how do I know what made them like going break up...all the effort you made would be meaningless.What I know is that to "value" each other. In the end I am happy to hear that they are okay now...they have just passed the relationship exam.. hehe..God bless you both..jia you!!!

frustrating

2009-05-24T01:52:00.006+08:00

working in Holland Village outlet's kitchen most frustrated job ever..like working in the sauna room..just standing there can make my underwear wet...XD

good is that not busy there...get bored and wanna fall asleep ...

my big job is to drink ice water and go toilet every hour...lol

this is the mini work place, just in front of the stove..you can imagine how hot it can be

feel hot now...ok, let's talk about others..

have you ever heard so called "water oven"?..we have this in HV outlet..cost SGD 1000+...

not cheap..no gas, no microwave.. just add water in the tank..set it back..

then you want it steam? bake?grill?roast?..just select and time it..it works

do you think it's cool??but it takes too long to defrost meat..

it takes about 30 min to defrost while the microwave oven only 1 min...which is more convenient?

end of May..it is definitely one year had worked in S'pore..so what?

so i will have to pay the stupid tax..not to the S'pore gov

but to the stupid MM gov..fu*k..i'm not working in your country...why do you still want to tax??not getting enough money in your country huh?...or you all used to beg money, idiot BEGGARS gov...oo()oo F**K U

this's how life goes

2009-05-20T01:13:00.004+08:00

haiz...

the first day in new outlet..coz the staff overthere resigned...sigh

first..i checked the inventory......wtf

so many items unbalance.. 25 and 35 ...different a lot huh? more wrost..the Wagyu Fillet turn brown...

it's freaking hot in the kitchen...take out the meat,the fat can melt within second...

and it's hot and bored...just a few tables for the whole night..gonna fall asleep.. =.=

tired...tired ...

imperfect crush

2009-05-16T23:09:00.008+08:00

a second Crush

could it be just a panishment from God?...why me?what have i done in my previous life?

this is the second crush i ever had in my life, i'm gonna insane !!!

i just don't have more energy...and desperated

at this time, i can do nothing but just missing her too much...it's not a good sign :x

and a song repeting in me

"Why are we still friend?"

by 98 Degree

We do almost everything that lovers do

And that?s why it?s hard, just to be friends with you

Every time your heart is broken by the fool

I want you to know that it hurts me too

It's hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)

Knowing that you should be with me

Now tell me why

[CHORUS:]

Why ? why are we still friends

When everything says

We should be more than we are

And tell me why every time I find

Someone that I like

We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)

I would hate for you to find somebody new

Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you

But am I a fool girl not to say

If I?m always scared I?ll lose you anyway

Somehow somewhere I?ve got to choose (got to choose)

No matter if it's win or lose

Now tell me why

[CHORUS]

I don?t wanna be like your brother

I don?t wanna be your best friend

I only wanna be your lover

When will this end

If I told you that I wanna be in your life

Then you could be the woman in mine

Recently

2009-05-05T21:29:00.004+08:00

did not update blog for couple of weeks. No one complain (coz nobody read my blog) but Renelle..haha

thanks for the reminder. I put an effort to write this..pls appreciate.. :)

coz i'm lazy, busy....and endless excueses...headache with lots of things in mind

ok..first thing first..Birthday

once in a year...this is the day for me, 2 May

i did not have any plan to celebrate since I am away from all of you..but i knew staff in Gyu Kaku would give me a surprise..since they have done for everyone's b'day. I just do not konw when it would be. It was the end of operation, everyone ready to go home, i took my bag and went downstair..and asking May "is the trasport here yet?.."

and the song started...Happy Birthday. thank all of GK staffs.

and i get no SMS wishes from you guys, but EK..

may be you all don't know my no. ..tat's ok..and thank for those dropped msg in Facebook :)

Second thing...

the question is "what should I do next?"

study? work? work+study?...I can't make up my mind coz i want to resign the current job

had been in the kitchen for 1year..found that it's not really my interest...I want to do "service"..

resign the current job?..where on earth can offer me a better job??

work + study?? how can this possible with the current manpower in outlet..no one can replace when i'm off to class..

study?.. i suppose this is the best option ...now getting info of an Ausi school..hope this will work..

and now....the Third thing

it comes again..i got a new crush...too fast? It just ended in the previous post hun..:P

God..why let this happen to me again?...I have no idea why..

.it's just like last time, started thinking about her and missing everyday..may be it just a wrong feeling?..I do not want to hurt myself again...3 years..it's enough for me,though

and the Fourth...

i'm sleepy now..tomorrow split shift :8..

good night..

the failure MISSION

2009-04-22T00:26:00.001+08:00

2 April 2009 ... seriously no JOKE

it's just to hang out with someone...
mission 1- go to KLCC as early as possible and get two tickets to visit Twin Tower Sky Bridge
woke up around 7 in the morning and reached KLCC at 8:30..thanks God, it's week day and not much people queuing up for the FOC tickets..may be about 200 pax ahead me..
i got the tickets half an hour later..it's scheduled at 4pm to be visited

"unvisited ticket"

Mission 2 - invite her to visit Sky Bridge
i called her and told her tat i got ticket to the Sky Bridge..if she can come over?
the reply was "may be, not sure"

well..i expected the good..
then back to mentari ... and tried to find friends to go for ice skating at pyramid..i deadly wanted to go for it...
i called up Joanne to go for ice skating...and she's still in bed..
on the way back..i got a SMS...
as i never wanted to expect..
she said.. she might not be able to go KLCC..don't have enough time for that.
OK...and i knew it's the time for an "END"

Mission 3- Bring her to Sky Bridge ...

unfortunately..she's quite busy..+ we had dinner with group at night..could not manage the time for KLCC..

needless to say..

it is FAIL to complete. I was asking God why..

and it was the day i have learn what is "顺其自然"

"If thing does not meant for you, you will never get it"

A "miracle"? does it exist? but still i looked for it naively

and it has never became a reality..

the reality is that I do not get a "chance" what i deserved most

"chance"...it is not to be waited, but it is to be owned

I could, finally, gave myself a chance to stop.

Leaving all behind but you, still a friend

Forget the past and looking forward a new future which meant for me

it came to an END

June 21, 2006 - April 2, 2009

it's the END...

but not yet..

headding down to Joanne's house..she's still brushing her teeth, and i waited outside,sitting down at the stair case...for an hour..think , think think,...and thinking why God never wanted to give me chance. Meanwhile Joanne went down for her lunch, didn't see me, though..pity me..

when i called her, she was having her lunch almost finish...sigh

No mood for lunch and even ice skating, back to Joanne's apartment and lying on a sofa and expected some comfort from her.

after a while..Joanne suggested me to go for an ice cream..

she said "when unhappy, should eat ice cream"..did not believe what she said..

but nothing help if i just lying down there with a broken heart..

and we both headed to pyramid to heal my heart with Häagen-Dazs

OMG..i can't believe i could spend so much for an ice cream...wonder was it me?

absolutely, it's Jorgie..haha

Tuscan Romance ( had this coz i dun haf a romance..:P)

Joanne

big thanks to Joanne...help me heal the wounded heart

it really worked,..have some ice cream when you are down.

and we back home after 6

later EK fetch me, Bulat, and Ivy to SS15, bean bean cafe..

we had dinner with Teddy Bear, Julian, Ming Huai they all..

never ending chit chating....

and we experienced a War of Cockroach...

what the hell...suddelny lots of cockroach came out...gruesome!!

back home, packed my bag and get sleep..

the End of KL trip

Day 2 in KL

2009-04-21T15:52:00.000+08:00

1 April.. Happy april fool...

had group gathering luch at El Cerdo Spanish Pork speciality restauant where Shawna works

Caesar Salad

EL Cerdo Farmer's Saussage Served with Sauerkraut and Mashed potato & German Mini Saussages wrapped in Bacon on a Skewer

Iberico Ribs...yummy

Iberico Shoulder Steak ( Black Pig)

Spanish Rice

here it comes the signature dish

Roasted Suckling Pig - 'Cochinillo Al Estilo Segoviano'

in Spanish tradiontion...use the plate as a kife to cut the pig and

then break the plate with a wish to come true (Lover or Money)

and not to forgot the Azumbre Verdejo

a wonderful luch after 1 year away from Group 4... bt only hlaves of us could attend...

after we filled our stomach wit all thoes yummy pork dishes.. heading to Old town at mantari for yam cha ..

on the way back...i managed to fool some1 for april fool..haha

me and Maggie in Ah Bee's car ..we called Yi Zhen to join us for yam cha.. she refused..

so i decided to fool her and told her that we are at the Suriamas guard house ..come down to find us......

hahaha..she did believe wt we said..and went to guard house and looked for us..and saw no one.. hehe..sorri Yi Zhen...i just wanted to fool some1 on that day...:P

after yam cha..find my RD gang to go for dinner...in the end...some of them cound't join and it was postponed to nxt day..

the end of 2nd day...so fast..only 1 day left.. the last day in KL.. ..i had a spcial missons..which i could not accomplish..^^

Day 1 in KL

2009-04-13T23:12:00.001+08:00

It has been almost 1 year din't update my blog..
life here in s'pore kinda sien...
like a robotic life...
everyday wake up,go to work, eat and sleep...
repeating the same thing over one year...what can i do more?
a HOLIDAY?..ya..i deserved it most

second time went back KL for 3 days.enough? not really..haha
reach there on 30 March morning..4am at pudu..
and took b'fast at KFC and sat there for an hour and reached luis's house around 7
later...kiver fetched me,luis,alex,kiver and renelle for bah kut teh at Klang..
and headed to Sunway Pyramind for movie...and the thing i want to do most ..ice skating..
bought the movi ticket for "The Unborn" and go around
unexpectedly..we met JR..and he joined us..
we went to Maxis center for reactivation of my previous no..and they say can't..and they dun sell prepaid there..and we found another shop..d latest mobile service provider..U Mobile...and it's totally suck..d service damn slow..told me that it will take about 3 hours to activate my new no...even after we finish the movie and it's more than 3 hours, i gues...the no still hadn't activated...wt the ^*&&*%)(*&*&^$#$
went to the shop again and the sale girl was sleeping there(f***) ..asked for other staff..and told me to wait for a while..den only key in my info and activated my no...i sweared i never buy their no again...>

"The Unborn"...just so scary that made me fall asleep..din't even know how to get re-born...hahaha

although i wanted to go for ice skating..end up we went for bowling...back home after bowling and fall asleep withou dinner...

0 3 5 2 1

Day 1 Ended>>

Finally...Graduate!!!

2008-04-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

time has come 2 year is end...
time to say goodbye, time to leave
leaving memories which can't be deleted...
what i can say is only "GOODBYE"..but how can i say?
coz not forgetting that we are FOREVER FRIENDS
you are still part of my life memories..you all mean so much to me...

不管发生过什么事情。。。我们永远是好朋友

here it comes... graduation day..

b4 went into MPH ...exciting exciting...

wondering who is going to get congrat???
waiting for the result announcement!

v did it...v haf graduate...17 CONGRATS in F&B

guys together

girls group..

3 congrats!!! ^_*

我会永远记得你们的!!!

Sir, the Congrat is for YOU...

best buddi of the year...haha..our study gorup...

dun worry..we r not gay...hehe..:Pit's not an elephant...it's congart!!! :)

wish you all ...all the best in your future studies and jobs... and of cos dun forget to keep in touch no matter how busy you are...
once again..i jz wanna THANK YOU all...for taking care of me during 2 years in Malaysia...
tks for not talking BM wit me...hehe..even Mr Patrick scold me...sorry sir,i dun like to speak BM..hehe.
it's great to have you all as friends...brought me here and there...(not to night club)
it's full of unforgettable memories...

but there was also sadness...
where are you guys?...my 1st year classmates...
ya..it's jz b'coz of misunderstanding...
lead us to be far away...to be strangers...
you thought it's my fault...
i thought it's your fault?..no..bt i jz didn't wanted to hear...
i could only keep quiet and say nothing...
wt can i say when you dun trust me anymore?...my words, my explanation were useless...
i haf no courage to say "I am sorry"...
no courage to face you...
no courage to say "Hi...how are you?"
i knew it's last chance to hang out wit you guys...graduation trip to PD...
if i have a chance... i would say..i send tis apology to my friends...
"I am sorry...ya..it's all my fault."
"you can slap me, but dun say anything tat will hurt me"
"and continue be my friend without misunderstanding..will tat be okay?"
"wish you all the best"...

do i have a chance?...could i be able to speak tat out?...
no one knows wt's inside my mind ...
you can't see wit your eyes...
it could only be visible with your heart... if you are my friend...

JL

a pain in my heart

2008-04-01T10:49:00.000+08:00

still remember the 1st time we met...still see u in my dreams ...it's hurt n doesn't help at all...

wht had happened to this 1 year of friendship???jz b'coz of different option?...

what have i done?... do u really know, do u really understand what was happening to me??

it doesn't matter if u didn't understand me friend...but i felt being insulted ...lost my "selfrespect"...those words KILLED me...

u didn't catch me when i fall...did u?the answer only u know...

wht do u want more??...END our friendship??..tat's all wht u want?..u said it finally...i never expected....perhaps it's the thing u expected for ...?

i did not hate you guys but it's HURT...i jz really didn't want to hear those words u guys repeted again n again n again....

i begged u guys "please STOP"... useless...

"you dun like to talk to RD ppl"...ys i said tat...bt jz for kidding purpose...bt who know u guys keep in mind..

"you have change"...perhaps...but how can u say i hav change if u really dun understand me??

"act cool"...tat's wt u think...i haf no idea about it...

"you didn't greet me"...ys i did not...it's was a beautiful misunderstanding...it jz that u guys dun BELIEVE me wht i explained..

finally i've change...being ALONE...

tired of explaining... useless effort... n lost my friendship... i hav nothing to say...no more energy to explain... n no more frd....tat's wt i got extra...

it's jz becoz of "misunderstanding"...

sorry to say that i jz can't stand the INSULTing words....

sorry tat i can't join u guys to PD...

it's not i dun want...i really affraid to hear those insulting words...perhaps it's jz an excuse...

it's all enouf for me... i haf no courage to face u guys...i'm scared... i dun want to be hurt again...

hope u guys can understand 1 day...

LOVE u guys!!!
JL

THANK YOU!!

2008-02-16T12:45:00.000+08:00

it's alomst 2 yrs in malaysia...i've got lots of good frds more than i could imagine....
C'est La Vie...

We knew this day would eventually be here...

The day has finally arrived...

It's our graduation time...

And soon...

I will be leaving….

BUT...
No matter how many miles far away...
No matter where you will be...
No matter how old we are...

WE WILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER...

dear friends ...

Thank you for being there whenever i needed you...
Thank you for being there through the good times...
Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams....
Thank you for understanding when I made mistakes...
Thank you for cheering me up and making me laugh…
Thank you for all the great memories...
Thank you for being my FRIENDS…
and

THANK YOU....

With LOVE
JL

BBQ night...29/9/06

2008-02-03T16:58:00.000+08:00

Term2 break...

what to do...where to go??
destination >> Klang, Ming Huai's house
event >> BBQ dinner
participant >> Ming Huai(of couse,it's her house :p) EK, Kwei Hoong(our senior) Kelvin, Teddy & Bear, and me...n the rest??went bck hometown..not free..may be..hehe..

it's a memorable day....
wt did we do oh??..almost 4get de...oh ya..still remember...
tat day.. EK n Kwei Hoong picked me up to Klang...umm...on the way...they were talking cantonese..i dun understand...(may b gossip about me..hehe)
in the afternoon..when everibody is reach there...went to Jusco or Giant ??..duno,forgotten..
buy meat, drinks..all that..come bck n prepare for d BBQ
of course take pic is a must!!haha...

dun eat raw meat oh..hahaha!!

cheers!!!

..all of us..

..can't finish those suffs..

..so..started playing with d foods..

it's jz fish ball...hehe

looking forward to have some time like those day ...happy together ..

~Sweet Memories~

2008-02-03T11:40:00.001+08:00

When during Kitchen Class......*

Term 1......

From this 4 photo, show that we Group 4 members really enjoy Kitchen Class....

As we know that kitchen class is very tiring but we still enjoy it and have a lot fun....
From our term 1, our lecturer is chef??? Who r? emm.....I think is chef??....sorry, still dunnoe what she's name...got anybody can tell me? Pai seh neh... - -"
I still remember that at kitchen we had learned about brunoise, mirepoix, julienne the method of cutting…

Term 2......

For term 2 our kitchen lecturer is Chef Partrick Siao, before that when we get the time table, saw that our kitchen lecturer is Chef Partrick Siao, OH MY GOD!!! we fear like heal….haha…bcos we know tat the chef is the 1 who very strict one…but dun noe y after 1 week, our kitchen chef change to Chef Norizan...Hooray!!!! hehe….Chef Norizan she really such a nice person and friendly chef...so lucky we all ^^ Can see from the photo, we really having a lot fun at Chef Norizan kitchen class....damn miss those moment...

Term 3.....

After term 2 comes term 3, guess who is our kitchen lecturer? Answer is Chef Chong loh…Did ur still remember when during term 1 or 2…that day we help Mickey to celebrate birthday at the Red Box Karaoke? Haha…all of us (girls) late for Chef Chong kitchen theory class…haha… actually he is a nice person….^@^

After Kitchen Class....Having Fum~~

Huh??F4 or Fay Lun Hai????...haha....

Danm MISS that moment…when during term 1, 2 and 3….

But now we all have separate d…haiz…have half of us specialize in different section…for section A which is Front Office have Alex, Fiza, Siew Yong, Chen Leong, Jason, Ming Huai, E.K and Julian…For F&B (Full of Bull shit…haha!! funny, Mr. Patrik told 1…) which is section B have Jorge, Kelvin, Phey Yen, Nic, and me… (Where is Mickey??...hehe...) Yee? I think section A more people than section B…haiz~ what ever lah…the most important is OUR FRIENDSHIP NEVER END!!!!!

Hope coming this Final exam, Gam Bah Teh for everyone!!! Add oil add oil!!!

Then after Final exam, all of us will separate liao… T_T

Must keep in touch oh…..

If can organize some trip, we go jalan-jalan someway else all together-together…. ^^

Jorge's Birthday...

2008-01-31T19:52:00.000+08:00

May 2 2006

guess wht..it's my b'day...and i never thougt that they would celebrate a b'day for me...

after the 1st calss in the morning..i was asked to go to mamamak..to hav a drink or sumting else...until i reached there..i din know

SURPRISE!!!

suddenly...a girl...Phey Nyen (if not mistaken)hehe...duno frm where..brought d b'day cake n sing b'day song...i was shock n touched by them..(feel like my tear cum out...of cos can't..I M GUY!!)

I also received a hand-made b'day card...unfortunately...my name was spell wrongly..hehe..

GEORGE instead of JORGE ....

dun mind la...who knows i would spell my name as JORGE n not as GEORGE...(coz i dun wanna b George W Bush hhee)

wish wish wish...wt did i wish?..4get liou..^^

ahh...found tat u guys wrongly spelt my name...halo b'day boy...faster cut d cake ...v all hungry adi...")
umm..well..how shoud i cut??

cut like tis or cut like tat ah?

dun care la..jz cut!!

N finally...OMG..so poor cake...hehe..

dun blame me..coz some said dun want tis n tat..so finally look like tis lo..hehe

like tis sure fail my pastry class..haha..

UMM.... J'ai 20 ans!!!

THANK YOU GUYS.........

it's endless...........................................................................................................hehe...............................................................................................

TERM 1...

2008-01-31T19:18:00.000+08:00

AND NOW...

back to college....

this is term1...

guess who are they?...

with the chef suit...b4 the practical class

what sauce?..mornay? :P

F&B class...

@ orientation nite!

acting COOL!! ^^

Cute^Ladies...

check out tis vedio...hehe..:P

begining of DH 24, Group 4

2008-01-24T18:15:00.001+08:00

I LOVE G4

(created in the pastry class by DH 24, G 4 on 9/4/2006)

G4~ peach tart!!

(created in the pastry class by DH 24, G 4 on 4/9/2006)

first year~~~

term 1

"when V chilled out"

it was the day we hang out 1st time...to know more about each other...

we had luch @ Pizza Hut...

went skating @ Pyramid ICE...

took pics...

had a lot of fun...(***note~ 1 guy absent...guess who :P)

who are in G4?....

14 of us in this group 4 ....

where all of us came from...by Jason

@ Pizza Hut, Sunway Pyramid

on 27/4/2006

gurls in G4

Teddy ~ Bear :P

~~~ @ Pyramid ICE ~~~

after skating

when was it?..i duno..they all left me n enjoyed at MCD!!!

pitty me :)

hotel visit to Crown Plaza..KL